I’m tired . I’m cranky. Everything is not working out. Meta is sick 😩😩😩
My doctor is sick and canceled my appointment.
I hate being an invalid and my ankle huuuurrrttttssss
I just want to sleep the rest of day but I have a test tomorrow to study for today (it’s French and I’m sure I’ll be good, but perfectionist).
My birds are loud.
Peter is super busy with work.
And I am tired.
Did I say I was cranky?
Why my ankle hurts is because I stood up during a parent volunteer meeting for this cool real life business thing my kids did today, and it immediately rolled under me. Swelling up and in pain instantly and putting me in a wheelchair for the rest of the event (that was from 8-2). Until peter showed up to bring me my boot and switch cars (mine is a stick and impossible in a boot to drive).
This is the third roll in a year that has taken me down and my 4th roll ever (and in 4 years) AND on the same ankle.
I had a doctor appointment for in general checkup this Friday, but I guess he’s sick. I took my adderall this morning but decided when I got home I just don’t want to take the second one today because I just want to sleep and get this stupid day over with.
It’s mostly because almost everything has had a negative to it today and I’m just sick of it.
I’m good at being positive, but not today.
Between the ankle roll and being in a large room with 180 5th graders for 6 hours, I’m done. Mentally exhausted plus the adderall wearing off.
I figured I would post it all on here as it does pertain to my mental state.
Also, I did not update, but the second day of adderall (yesterday) was confusing. Lots of dizziness, stomach upset, confusion, but still was able to do some schoolwork without issue.
I am finding though, that my comprehension is just shit. It always has been and I was hoping the focus would help.
There are a few differences I have noticed in the positive and negative, but it being only my second day, I am going to assume I just haven’t acclimated to it yet.
I do really love the brightness and saturation it gives me though. I am extremely sensitive to all things that have to do with senses, possibly a sensory disorder, but never diagnosed. So one would assume the brighter things would bother me, but not really. It’s just really enjoyable.
I was driving to meet a girlfriend last night, I took a road I have taken almost every night. Except this time, I saw the huge antique street lights along the road. I have never ever noticed them before and actually thought for a moment if they were new.
30 Jan 2019
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Craptastic Day
What I just posted on Facebook:
Why my ankle hurts is because I stood up during a parent volunteer meeting for this cool real life business thing my kids did today, and it immediately rolled under me. Swelling up and in pain instantly and putting me in a wheelchair for the rest of the event (that was from 8-2). Until peter showed up to bring me my boot and switch cars (mine is a stick and impossible in a boot to drive).
This is the third roll in a year that has taken me down and my 4th roll ever (and in 4 years) AND on the same ankle.
I had a doctor appointment for in general checkup this Friday, but I guess he’s sick. I took my adderall this morning but decided when I got home I just don’t want to take the second one today because I just want to sleep and get this stupid day over with.
It’s mostly because almost everything has had a negative to it today and I’m just sick of it.
I’m good at being positive, but not today.
Between the ankle roll and being in a large room with 180 5th graders for 6 hours, I’m done. Mentally exhausted plus the adderall wearing off.
I figured I would post it all on here as it does pertain to my mental state.
Also, I did not update, but the second day of adderall (yesterday) was confusing. Lots of dizziness, stomach upset, confusion, but still was able to do some schoolwork without issue.
I am finding though, that my comprehension is just shit. It always has been and I was hoping the focus would help.
There are a few differences I have noticed in the positive and negative, but it being only my second day, I am going to assume I just haven’t acclimated to it yet.
I do really love the brightness and saturation it gives me though. I am extremely sensitive to all things that have to do with senses, possibly a sensory disorder, but never diagnosed. So one would assume the brighter things would bother me, but not really. It’s just really enjoyable.
I was driving to meet a girlfriend last night, I took a road I have taken almost every night. Except this time, I saw the huge antique street lights along the road. I have never ever noticed them before and actually thought for a moment if they were new.
It was fascinating.