February 11,2018

The problem with both bipolar and ADHD is that I pick up a LOT of hobbies. Like, a lot.

And I want to excel at all of them, but there is not even remotely enough time in a day/week for that to happen. And then add in the down time, which is takes up about 40-80% on any given day.

So I flip through them all as I can easily access them.

So I come off as a flibbertigibbet, but I do stick to all the things, it just takes me decades to become average at any of them, and I absolutely HATE being average at anything.

But my brain gets upset because I want to do all the things all the time.

It’s very frustrating, and at the worst, upsetting and self-depreciating.