Today was rough. I felt old, crabby, and numb. Mostly depressed and unable to answer any questions (that had to do with decisions). Then things got worse.
I then remembered that chocolate is an anti depressant, and caffeine works (temporarily) for me (before both knock me old cold , yay adhd). So the chocolate cheesecake with espresso (with added raw sugar, because I love a good cubano 😀), actually helped.
But then the French martini (happy bastille day), beer, 2 blue martinis and another beer didn’t help anything at all, except make me dizzy when I just want to sleep.
Bad planning and self medicating, Christey.
Anyhow, here’s to better head day tomorrow 🥂😄
14 Jul 2018
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July 14, 2018
Today was rough. I felt old, crabby, and numb. Mostly depressed and unable to answer any questions (that had to do with decisions). Then things got worse.
I then remembered that chocolate is an anti depressant, and caffeine works (temporarily) for me (before both knock me old cold , yay adhd). So the chocolate cheesecake with espresso (with added raw sugar, because I love a good cubano 😀), actually helped.
But then the French martini (happy bastille day), beer, 2 blue martinis and another beer didn’t help anything at all, except make me dizzy when I just want to sleep.
Bad planning and self medicating, Christey.
Anyhow, here’s to better head day tomorrow 🥂😄
#bipolar