July 9, 2018

Just got back from doc to tweak my psych meds.

He upped my mood stabilizers a tiny bit and left everything else the same.

He also said we will try something for when I start school again to deal with my horrid adhd and focus. I can’t take the normal stimulants they give for it because that will cause mania for me, and nobody wants a repeat of that chaotic and damaging 3+ years of manic Christey….. 😬

I am just so amazed that it has taken me this long to find the right combo of drugs and therapy to feel my normal and not numb. I still have my creativity and my drive, I also have ups and downs still, but it’s so night and day. (Most) delusions are even gone.

#bipolar