But almost all my shit is tongue-in-cheek. I am actually a very happy, goofy person. When I discuss my bipolar issues on here, it has several reasons. 1) to relate to in “on this day” for the years later to reflect and learn.
2) as humor. 3) to educate (this is probably number one but I am not putting in order of importance here) those that haven’t a clue or need to understand ones they love or maybe themselves.
But also, I process outloud. This is my outloud place. I’m working on my own site, but we’ve been having server issues.
I think people are afraid of me since I’ve come out so public. And not like “oh she’s going to be weird”, but afraid to talk to me not knowing what to expect.
I get that. But at the same time, I forget.
I forget most of the shit I post here.
Hell, I forget what I was thinking 2 minutes ago.
I really am no different than anyone else. And I think that goes for most people with mental issues.
We all are just normal with weird quirks, but nothing to be afraid to talk to.
Except I think I’m fucking hilarious.
So yeah, there’s that…*crickets*
Also, there was a point when I started writing this. But I don’t remember what that was….
And it’s almost 1am, so I think that answers the previous post’s question.
29 Sep 2018
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September 29,2018
I feel like I come off as a hotmess.
But almost all my shit is tongue-in-cheek. I am actually a very happy, goofy person. When I discuss my bipolar issues on here, it has several reasons. 1) to relate to in “on this day” for the years later to reflect and learn.
2) as humor. 3) to educate (this is probably number one but I am not putting in order of importance here) those that haven’t a clue or need to understand ones they love or maybe themselves.
But also, I process outloud. This is my outloud place. I’m working on my own site, but we’ve been having server issues.
I think people are afraid of me since I’ve come out so public. And not like “oh she’s going to be weird”, but afraid to talk to me not knowing what to expect.
I get that. But at the same time, I forget.
I forget most of the shit I post here.
Hell, I forget what I was thinking 2 minutes ago.
I really am no different than anyone else. And I think that goes for most people with mental issues.
We all are just normal with weird quirks, but nothing to be afraid to talk to.
Except I think I’m fucking hilarious.
So yeah, there’s that…*crickets*
Also, there was a point when I started writing this. But I don’t remember what that was….
And it’s almost 1am, so I think that answers the previous post’s question.
Definitely in the manic zone.
Damnit.
#bipolar