22 Oct 2018
October 22, 2018
Wow. Woke up, took care of my pissed off birds, got kids ready for school for the week, called 6 different doctors because of rescheduling from last week’s baby fun, and now I’m ded. I have so much to do today, from unpacking and laundry, to cleaning my entire gross house, but my brain has […]
20 Oct 2018
October 20,2018
Okey, I’m going to say it really fucking loud right now.Bipolar mean HYPERSEXUALITY.I did not know that until 2 years ago. And I felt soooooo awful about it it until I found out. I felt like the worst human ever and what the fuck is wrong with me.And then allllllll the other bullshit.Can we just […]
15 Oct 2018
October 15, 2018
Difference in tweaking your meds juuuuuuust right. Charting of moods every evening. 1st one is all of last month. 2nd one is this month so far. I didn’t know leveling was a possibility for me! Doubled my Prozac and added daily Xanax for anxiety at the end of last month. #bipolar
29 Sep 2018
September 29,2018
I feel like I come off as a hotmess. But almost all my shit is tongue-in-cheek. I am actually a very happy, goofy person. When I discuss my bipolar issues on here, it has several reasons. 1) to relate to in “on this day” for the years later to reflect and learn. 2) as humor. […]
28 Sep 2018
September 28, 2018
So let’s play Figure It Out! Was today a day that I’m finally finding my “normal” Or was I fucking manic as all get out? Because I have zero clue. Stay tuned to find out….. #bipolar
19 Sep 2018
September 19, 2018
Is it bad when visiting your psychiatrist, he tells you “I learn something new every appointment…” 😬😄 So along with the bipolar, adhd, possible Sensory Processing Disorder, he says I have a combination of both OCD and General Anxiety Disorder. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 Personally, I feel fine 😜 #bipolar #moreRX 😕
31 Aug 2018
August 31, 2018
Today has been pretty trying, to say the least. I haven’t been this out of sorts in at least 15 years. Of course, I also bounce back pretty quickly and forget the bad times, so maybe it’s not. *shrug* It’s been a wacky week, brain wise. #bipolar and probably #GAD
27 Aug 2018
August 27, 2018
Came back from aerial to this on my nightstand. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I survived the rough day (with a full Xanax during the day , for the first time ever – relax, I have the lowest dose, .5mg, and it worked wonders. It was prescribed to me for days like today, but I am always guilty and […]
13 Aug 2018
Showering is Overrated.
My intent for this blog is to use it as a space to share things I’ve learned, document things I am going through – and process it, and then also just an in general dumping ground for my thoughts that may or may not be related to mental illness. I have had the idea for […]
8 Aug 2018
August 8, 2018
I went to aerial today. I took a shower. I am trying my hardest to not fall asleep. I need to take my kids to the local pool in 40 minutes, if just to get them (and me) out of the house. I will not fall asleep. I have so many books to read. I […]
14 Jul 2018
July 14, 2018
Today was rough. I felt old, crabby, and numb. Mostly depressed and unable to answer any questions (that had to do with decisions). Then things got worse. I then remembered that chocolate is an anti depressant, and caffeine works (temporarily) for me (before both knock me old cold , yay adhd). So the chocolate cheesecake […]
6 Nov 2018
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November 6, 2018
I have done a bunch of stuff I had to do today. (Worked out( woohoo I haven’t lost all my strength and flexibility), voted, French practice, kids school crap for next week, cleaned room and various other house parts, and a few other various menial things.) Except read (tonight), practice ukulele, and draw. But all […]