9 Jan 2019
January 9, 2019
I remember reading this and liking it (Girl, Interrupted), then I found out there was a movie and I enjoyed the movie, but even though I don’t remember much, I remember thinking that she wasn’t that bad. So rewatching with different perspectives and more knowledge. Also it’s 11:45 at night and I am very obviously […]
1 Jan 2019
January 1, 2019
Exit 2018, enter 2019 😄 2 full years of bullet journaling down. Never thought it would help as much as it does #bipolar #adhd #gad #bulletjournal
31 Dec 2018
December 31, 2018
“It’s a constant question mark. There are some days depression takes its turn and you can’t get out of bed. There are some days there is a weird burning sensation inside of you and you can’t eat or sleep or think straight and you feel alive and out of control. And there are the days […]
30 Dec 2018
December 30, 2018
Damn it. I was just telling Peter this eve that I haven’t had any insomnia issues since starting all my medication – almost year ago(?) (it had just occurred to me as I started picking up on manic queues this evening). I even fell asleep 30 minutes before my “bedtime “ I’ve been forcing on […]
20 Dec 2018
December 20, 2018
Important. If you know someone that may be or is bipolar, these are things you need to understand. I’ve personally dealt with 8 of the 9 listed, even recently on RX. And the other one I dealt with because my boyfriend at the time went through it. It was terrifying to me, and I only […]
19 Dec 2018
December 19, 2018
Not all of these, but most of them. Thankfully, I’ve been able to (slowly) finish school #bipolar What you should know before you judge me for being unemployed
14 Dec 2018
December 14, 2018
I could have written every word of this… “The hardest part of being bipolar is not knowing who I truly am. Am I the resting bitch face walking around large and in charge; the pathetic girl on the verge of crying any minute; the awkward girl who will replay every word of this conversation over […]
14 Dec 2018
December 14, 2018
I haven’t been doing well. At all. The brain is an asshole. I now hate my medication. The same medication that a month ago I swore I would never stop. I just miss myself. I want to be who I am, I feel stifled, stomped on, shoved in a tiny box. Lately my only freedom […]
5 Dec 2018
December 5, 2018
Crap mood since yesterday afternoon. Either situational (money issues freaking me out), or PMDD, or just plain ole bipolar rearing it’s nasty slimy greasy head. I guess it doesn’t matter either way. I went from great mood to an absolute switch, snapping at everyone, hating and doubting everything, thinking the absolute worst of everything. Needing […]
19 Nov 2018
November 19, 2018
Not me, but sooooo fucking close. Especially everything she describes before the PTSD stuff. And then the guilt about the kids. Omg the guilt. #bipolar Why I found out I had bipolar disorder 13 years after my diagnosis
14 Nov 2018
November 15, 2019
Today was one of those weird days where everything went wrong, but then it fixed itself and it was better than the expected result before it went wrong. If that makes sense. And after it all, mentally, I’m doing good. Like, I consider today a win. These days are so odd to me, and I […]
11 Jan 2019
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January 11, 2019
Jesus. All of these. Constantly. #bipolar 10 fears of people who live with bipolar disorder